I could lose myself, I could curse like hellBut i've lost the will to even try
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Name: Brooke
Location: Duluth, Minnesota, United States
Birthday: 7/19/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Cowboys... ; )
Expertise: Being me.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 3/28/2005

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Ah, tonight was awesome... the TRIO is back in action baby! Heres the gist of it....

boring boring boring, took tina's moms car, went back to her house, boring boring boring, matt picked us up, talking talking talking, met Shauna and Korey down at canal, met some kids from east that have a nice car, i boxed them and totally toned AND showed off my matrix moves...thats right im just that good , drove drove drove, came home!! Yeah a lot of dumb jokes and laughing at ourselves, quite fun..just like old times

so that entry was pointless really, sorry that youve wasted time taht you can never get back! have a nice night!


Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Currently Watching
The Notebook (New Line Platinum Series)
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Finish the sentences....
I am not: anything special
i hurt: when i know i've hurt the ones closest to me...im sorry.
i love: my family and my friends
i hate: knowing that people are judging me, being afraid
i hope: to look back on my life when im old and be satisfied with it
i hear: every rumor, every lie...everything
i crave: acceptance
i regret: not knowing those i've lost just a little bit more
i kissed: and told... :)
i cry: when nobody is around
i care: way too much
i always: try to make people around me happy
i long to: travel and paint in paris, italy, jamaica, hawaii, & other beautiful places, to live in a big house in the country with horses, someone i WANT to grow old with, and eventually kids
i feel alone: all the time
i listen: to "heres a letter for you" over and over
i drive: myself crazy, people away when i need them the most
i sing: power ballads with lellen and tina at work :)
i write: 5 page notes to my best friend
i pretend: to be happy when im not
i play: games with my nephew
i miss: not knowing how life can be hard like when i was for, Spencer, My uncle, my grandma, the good times of when my parents were together, the trio. I miss too much.
i search: for my prince charming
i learn: important life lessons that aren't taught in school
i feel: 1000 emotions at one time
i know: who i am
i say: what i want when i want
i succeed: when i try and when i want to
i fail: 99% of the time, every math test handed to me.
i dream: of the life i want
i sleep: to escape the life i have and to dream
i wonder: about other people (what they're thinking, if they're happy)
i want: to be something to somebody
i worry: that in the end people wont care
i have: amazing friends and family
i give: honest advice when people need it
i fight: for what i believe in and for those i love
i wait: for nobody
i need: my friends
i am: myself
i think: constantly, probably too much
i can't help the fact that: i am who i am and i've done what i've done


Sunday, May 15, 2005

Dedicated to Leighellen and her "futer" husband



Shadows are my friends
And the light hits my face
And hides behind the clouds
And its institute of grace
And I
Children warm their beds
With dreams of growing old
But deception has run rampant
And their futures have been mistold
Chorus:
Just put me in the car
And drive so far
Until I'm free again
And whisper in my ear
That all these years
I've been dreaming
That you're kissing me goodnight
It'll be all right
It'll be all right
It'll be all right
It'll be all that I ever ask of you

Darkness thinks I'm pretty
And the rain covers my soul
And the women think I'm ugly
They can't not buy hearts of gold
And freedom teaches nothing
If only to create
Lately innocence is jaded
Only preachers hate

Chorus

Just put me in the car
And drive so far
Until I'm free again
And kiss me goodnight
It'll be all right
It'll be all right
It'll be all right
It'll be all that I ever ask of you
<Put me in the car- Ryan Gosling


Saturday, May 14, 2005

Currently Watching
The Little Mermaid (Limited Issue)
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Hey, to those of you who went to prom i hope you have a great night!! Everyone that i saw looked amazing. My sister Tara looked so cute!! Her dress is yellow and poofy She's beautiful! lol I hEaRt My SiStEr!!

I, however, chose not to go to prom because its something i'd rather save until senior year. I want prom to be somewhat of a surprize. So instead i spent the day slaving away at work, then Tina and i went to grand march. I only saw half of it caz i had my sister call me when she got to my house for pictures, and i ran my ass home to see her. Yes, ran...literally. Haha, it was great. It was worth it tho. My dad decided to be a jerkface and go to a meeting for his softball team instead. ASSHOLE! Eh, so mad...inraged! After that my mom, nephew, and myself went to the mcdonalds up on the hill. So basically i spent pretty  much my whole day at one mcdonalds or another...thats disturbing! It was ok tho, while my nephew played my mom and i talked about all the weird looking and acting people there were and some guy she used to know thats a wifebeater. It was quite interesting. Now im sitting at home chillin, caz my nephew went to bed. Now, im bored..

 

I found a new love tonight...EBAY! oh man, its my friend. Its fucking awesome. PLUS, i was the highest bidder....TWICE! lol


Thursday, May 12, 2005

Today had its ups and its downs but so does everyother day...right? Steve, Korey, Abby, and I worked on Steve's racecar...well worked is an overstatement...in my case. I was the box holder, phone holder, and tool getter. Three very important jobs. I have to admit, i have no idea what im doing when it comes to fixing cars but i know how to work a cell, hold a box, and i even know my tools. Who knew shop and helping my dad would come in handy? Abby cleaned Steve's rearend...well, his cars rearend that is.. haha...She's hilarious. The night has been going downhill from there so i believe ill be going to bed soon. When i got home i 1/2 hate my dinner and went on the computer..my mom thinks im trying to avoid her.. She thinks i've been drinking or smoking...sorry mom not tonight. But she doesnt believe me, as usual...Nothin else to say really, my lifes rather boring..

 

 

 

"Only best friends can see the hurt in your eyes while everyone else is fooled by your smile..."

 

 

 

To those of my friends, who i hurt/disappointed/whatever else by saying what i did, im sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you.... I just dont know...I cant make you any promises for fear of breaking them... so i wont. :-* i love you all



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